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Iseng, gue nontonin video salah satu band paporit gue, Mew di youtube. Kembali mendengarkan lagu-lagu yang sangat familiar di telinga 6 tahun yang lalu itu. Lalu, mendengarkan lagu-lagu dari album mereka yang keluar dua tahun yang lalu. Lagu-lagu seperti "Silas the magic car", "cartoon and macrame wounds", dan yang lainnya yang ada di album itu langsung dengan sukses memanggil satu persatu memori yang ada di tahun 2009 itu. Apalagi begitu lagu "snow brigade" terpasang. Aiih gak kuku boook! hahaha yang keinget ya dia. Hebat ya, bagaimana kekuatan sebuah lagu dapat membangunkan semua memori yang kemarenan sedang tertidur di dalam otak itu.

Have you ever....?

Have you ever... felt so trapped in your hiatus?
Have you ever... been stuck in your own step?
Seems like you are not capable to move, yet back forward.. totally nowhere.
Have you ever... wanted someone that so unreachable, even just to see him?
Have you ever... regretted for helping someone that actually you shouldn't have?
Have you ever... caught one situation when every single swing song can slap you?
Have you ever... wanted to pull back yourself in one circumstance?
Have you ever... craved for a new atmosphere, but at the same time you realize that you are actually not that ready to let them all go?

i just feel...
like..
i don't belong there..
don't ask me why.
for i have no clue either why this thing can haunt me right now.